Sofia Vassilieva: Cameron Diaz Gave Me Strength
by Jeanne Wolf
Sofia Vassilieva faces plenty of challenges on the NBC hit Medium, playing a teen who discovers she has the same powers as her psychic mom. But what Vassilieva goes through in prime-time hardly measures up to what she suffers through on the big screen in My Sister's Keeper.
In the film, directed by Nick Cassavetes, Vassilieva plays a girl stricken with cancer whose mother (Cameron Diaz) is determined to save her, no matter what. Sofia, who shaved her head for the role, told Parade.com's Jeanne Wolf that there were moments when she wondered if she was going to be able to pull it off.
Feeling as sick as she looked.
"You see yourself in the mirror and it just hits you. Off camera, in some of the toughest scenes, I'd be crying hysterically between every take. I was like, 'I can't do this.' And Nick Cassavetes would be like, 'OK, you know what? You can.' And off we'd go. That was the journey for me, that ridiculous balance of letting go and then being scared to my wit's end."
An eerie premonition of going bald.
"It's funny. When I first started on Medium, they didn't like me growing my hair too long. But, I was freaked out when the hairdresser cut off even an inch. And, she would joke, 'I can't imagine what you'd be like if you ever got a part where you would totally shave your head.' Then, when I had to do it for the film, she was texting me every hour, 'Are you doing it yet? I'm so proud of you. I can't wait to see how you look with no hair.'"
Learning to live without it.
"The first week, it was beyond traumatizing. Girls are attached to their hair and I got this lesson about sort of letting it go. I did wear wigs, but I refused to wear any that were normal colors. I'd only wear like blue and red and hot pink ones made out of feathers. When I got a little bit of stubble back on my head, I shaved it into a Mohawk."
The wig that lives on.
"They saved all my hair and made it into a wig that I wore while I was doing the final season episodes of Medium. And then we donated it to Locks of Love so that a cancer patient who was in treatment could wear it."
The reward for suffering.
"I learned to be thankful for every second that we have, that one second here and that one second there. For my character, nothing else mattered as long as she had those precious seconds with people she cared about. I came into the film with fears and reservations, but I was blessed with the gift of being able to see life from a different perspective."
Mom power.
"She has always been my strength. I was doing scenes, like when I'm really getting sicker in the hospital, that were pretty gruesome. The only person who I could come back to is my mom. I would go to my trailer and I would cry. And she would just hold me."
Diaz power.
"Every day that she came on the set, there truly was a light around her. Even all that emotional stuff that we had to go through in many of the scenes became OK because Cameron was there sort of giving me strength. She can make that dreadful, emotional thing you're going through bearable. We'd be telling ridiculous BB King jokes that I still can't repeat up to this day."
Home cooking from Cameron.
"She made chili cheese fries that were delicious. She knew I was on a special diet to make me look a little sicker and she'd try to get me to eat stuff I wasn't supposed to. But I held my ground."
Committed to caring.
"I'm an honorary ambassador for Stand Up to Cancer, and I'm also associated with St. Jude's. I recently took a trip to Memphis and visited the kids in the hospital and really learned about this incredible facility founded by Danny Thomas that goes all the way. They don't just care about the sick child, they care about the whole family. Like when you're getting bone marrow transplants and you're in isolation for weeks on end--they give your parents a room next door. They really make sure that everybody is OK."
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