I'm becoming really close with her these past few months. I had ADHD/Bipolar most of my life, but after correcting it with Vyvanse/Lamictal for 3 months now I have the patience of a saint. I never lose my cool with her.
Recently in her trust she's told me something I had suspected for awhile. Because of my own illnesses, I knew her own inattention and over thinking is similar to My ADHD but worse. Also I know my mother has been paranoid of people most of her life. My sister is just like that, but I told my parents that if they don't treat her paranoia, she's going to get really bad and hurt someone.
Tonight I get her trust and her confession for the first time. I finally got her falling asleep so I can type this. Earlier when she was in my room talking, she said she saws my fingers cut off and my head speared with a knife then tries to cover her face. Then there's a pool of blood around me. Apparently, after I ask her how long she's been having it, she says it's been like that for three months every since she's gotten close to me. Every where she goes she has images of killing me with a knife, but she has to control herself. The other people are my parents. Basically the closer a person is to her, the more she wants to kill them because she sees images of them betraying her.
Another person in the house who sees things is my brother. He has seen dead people in our house wtf? One time he thought god was speaking to him. And he bursted out and tried to kill me recently when I told him to pick up my sister from work.
I have never had hallucinations like this my entire life at 24 but I'd like to know what are the likely chances of me developing this stuff?
I'm taking my sister to an emergency psych ward first thing early in the morning. I don't know what to do with my brother since he refuses to go anywhere with me and especially a psych ward.
I have problems telling my parents because they are both in bad physical shape. My dad can get a stroke easily, while my mother gas really bad acid reflux.
Then there's me, who's still trying to win back a girl who doesn't care about him anymore... for a year now! I have a really hard time letting go and accepting that she's not the same girl anymore.
I never realized how bad the condition of this family is! My life looks really dark right now.
Recently in her trust she's told me something I had suspected for awhile. Because of my own illnesses, I knew her own inattention and over thinking is similar to My ADHD but worse. Also I know my mother has been paranoid of people most of her life. My sister is just like that, but I told my parents that if they don't treat her paranoia, she's going to get really bad and hurt someone.
Tonight I get her trust and her confession for the first time. I finally got her falling asleep so I can type this. Earlier when she was in my room talking, she said she saws my fingers cut off and my head speared with a knife then tries to cover her face. Then there's a pool of blood around me. Apparently, after I ask her how long she's been having it, she says it's been like that for three months every since she's gotten close to me. Every where she goes she has images of killing me with a knife, but she has to control herself. The other people are my parents. Basically the closer a person is to her, the more she wants to kill them because she sees images of them betraying her.
Another person in the house who sees things is my brother. He has seen dead people in our house wtf? One time he thought god was speaking to him. And he bursted out and tried to kill me recently when I told him to pick up my sister from work.
I have never had hallucinations like this my entire life at 24 but I'd like to know what are the likely chances of me developing this stuff?
I'm taking my sister to an emergency psych ward first thing early in the morning. I don't know what to do with my brother since he refuses to go anywhere with me and especially a psych ward.
I have problems telling my parents because they are both in bad physical shape. My dad can get a stroke easily, while my mother gas really bad acid reflux.
Then there's me, who's still trying to win back a girl who doesn't care about him anymore... for a year now! I have a really hard time letting go and accepting that she's not the same girl anymore.
I never realized how bad the condition of this family is! My life looks really dark right now.