Im a 13 year old girl, and i was at the doctors the other day about my scoliosis, and slipped disc in my spine. My mum questioned the doctor as to the possibility of me having bone cancer in my spine, and now i keep having dreams about me having cancer, and im not upset that, but part of me wishes that i have cancer now, i mean im wishing and praying for cancer. and i think im crazy to want to have cancer, but im not sure what to do about it, my thoughts.
please help!
please help!