I don't care if you're going to call me a loony and get me into an asylum for this.
I've taken lots of tests online. I don't know if they're reliable but I guess its the best option since I'm a 13 yr old with no money. (Internet & computer courtesy of parents)
7/7 tests I took claim that I have Multiple Personality Disorder.
And I really do feel like I have it. (ie I act COMPLETELY different around people and its not like I'd want to. It's really automatic. I can be ditsy and 'loud' when I've with person A, but quite, reserved and calm with B.)
Avoid-ant personality disorder
I am very uncomfortable in social situations. In parties, I'll be the sort who will hang out with people I know and not socialize. If there is no one that I know around, or the people I know are busy or with other people that I don't know, I'd rather hang out near the food and just sit somewhere and act like I'm busy when I am obviously not 'cos I just don't like knowing new people.
When I see people I know and are not enemies with, like neighbors or cleaners. I'll pretend not to see them and just look away or walk with my head down.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
I had the symptoms for that few years ago but now its only a little bit. I'll get this urge to just touch things like if I touch the 2 corners of a square table I'll get this urge to touch all four (corners).
Quite recently, whenever someone actually gets on my nerves, I will become a little 'psycho'.
I'll start imaging the person getting stabbed with a knife. Even if the person is actually in my immediate family I won't 'feel' anything. (No emotions.) Either that or I'll think of ways for me to die. I just can't help it. After a while though, 'that' wears out.
Sometimes I 'cut' when I'm stressed. I don't really cut actually. I just 'rub' the sharp part of the scissors/penknife over my wrist. It doesn't cut but I feel better after that.
Add. Info:
I'm the only child.
I'm not THAT close to my parents.
I don't play violent RPG games.
I have NEVER been in a relationship b4 so don't suggest that I'm only feeling this way after a break-up
I'm female.
PS I'm not here to rant. I'm just here because I think I need help.
PPSS This IS real. I'm really not making this up.
I've taken lots of tests online. I don't know if they're reliable but I guess its the best option since I'm a 13 yr old with no money. (Internet & computer courtesy of parents)
7/7 tests I took claim that I have Multiple Personality Disorder.
And I really do feel like I have it. (ie I act COMPLETELY different around people and its not like I'd want to. It's really automatic. I can be ditsy and 'loud' when I've with person A, but quite, reserved and calm with B.)
Avoid-ant personality disorder
I am very uncomfortable in social situations. In parties, I'll be the sort who will hang out with people I know and not socialize. If there is no one that I know around, or the people I know are busy or with other people that I don't know, I'd rather hang out near the food and just sit somewhere and act like I'm busy when I am obviously not 'cos I just don't like knowing new people.
When I see people I know and are not enemies with, like neighbors or cleaners. I'll pretend not to see them and just look away or walk with my head down.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
I had the symptoms for that few years ago but now its only a little bit. I'll get this urge to just touch things like if I touch the 2 corners of a square table I'll get this urge to touch all four (corners).
Quite recently, whenever someone actually gets on my nerves, I will become a little 'psycho'.
I'll start imaging the person getting stabbed with a knife. Even if the person is actually in my immediate family I won't 'feel' anything. (No emotions.) Either that or I'll think of ways for me to die. I just can't help it. After a while though, 'that' wears out.
Sometimes I 'cut' when I'm stressed. I don't really cut actually. I just 'rub' the sharp part of the scissors/penknife over my wrist. It doesn't cut but I feel better after that.
Add. Info:
I'm the only child.
I'm not THAT close to my parents.
I don't play violent RPG games.
I have NEVER been in a relationship b4 so don't suggest that I'm only feeling this way after a break-up
I'm female.
PS I'm not here to rant. I'm just here because I think I need help.
PPSS This IS real. I'm really not making this up.