Ashley Johnson
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My husband and I were together almost 6 years before we got married, he cheated after 3 years of us being together with a minor. I was completely devastated, i have never felt so much pain in my entire life. I found out after i had an abortion, everyone was pushing for me to get one because he was so abusive and wasn't ever there for me. I didn't find out that he was cheating until shortly after i had an abortion. Well, i sincerely regret having the abortion everyday and am still deeply hurt by it. Just the thought of while i was in the room going through a painful procedure like that he was outside chatting on the phone with the girl he was cheating on me with and i had no idea. I still look at her facebook page constantly and still have trust issues with my spouse. He is no longer abusive and hasn't been for over a year now. Things are alot different but these things eat me alive if they even cross my mind for one second. It kills me to think of him with another woman sleeping with her,kissing her,etc. How can i move past the hurt and pain? How can i get over this and trust my spouse again? it's been 2 years since this happened. please no mean responses, i really just need some advice.