MisterTaco
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Well my depression comes and goes for one. But anyways, I've noticed when I'm hungry, I get really angry and just lash at anyone that I talk to until I eat. and last night, I was hungry, (I had a headache, I suffer from frequent headaches and I'm on medication for it) and I became depressed out of nowhere. I thought to myself I wanted to kill myself, but first..take the life of another person then kill myself afterwards. and what's worse is, I thought of taking my girlfriend with me. I thought ''I'd kill her, then kill myself. But I'd kill her because she deserved it as much as I did. Natural selection, the weak dies and the strong lives.'' And crazy things like that. It scares me that I had those thoughts but once I ate I was happy jumping around and just laughing like nothing ever happened. Does anybody know what this means or what I should do about it? (I also have been getting constant homicidal and suicidal thoughts lately)