We met about 1 month ago in my cricket team, i took a shine to her but kept it quiet and didn't notice her paying any attention to me.
After a while i added her on facebook and we started talking a bit, after having longer conversations on facebook she finally let slip that she liked me and i'm really 'cute'. We talked and she said she liked me from the moment she saw me and my personality increased her infatuation/love. I told her that i liked her too and we started texting and talking about arranging a date.
I mentioned to her that i was fairly shy and kept warning her about it, but she assured me things wouldn't be awkward, i started being possibly a little too affectionate and clingy over the next 4 days.
I had sent about 8 texts on the day before our date and one of them was "im thinking about you, what are you doing", she has always been the kinky, naughty girl but after i replied she told me that she wanted to change who she was because she didn't like herself (this was out of the blue).
I asked her why she dated me in the first place if she wasn't ready and she told me i was making her upset and that she fucking liked me just not now.
So after thinking about it i thought that maybe she was using it as an excuse and i was maybe too loving/clingy seeing as she sent this right after i sent the text i quoted earlier, i miss her and don't want to make mistake in future to other girls.
Sorry it was soo long
Btw im 14 shes 15.
what are your thoughts?
After a while i added her on facebook and we started talking a bit, after having longer conversations on facebook she finally let slip that she liked me and i'm really 'cute'. We talked and she said she liked me from the moment she saw me and my personality increased her infatuation/love. I told her that i liked her too and we started texting and talking about arranging a date.
I mentioned to her that i was fairly shy and kept warning her about it, but she assured me things wouldn't be awkward, i started being possibly a little too affectionate and clingy over the next 4 days.
I had sent about 8 texts on the day before our date and one of them was "im thinking about you, what are you doing", she has always been the kinky, naughty girl but after i replied she told me that she wanted to change who she was because she didn't like herself (this was out of the blue).
I asked her why she dated me in the first place if she wasn't ready and she told me i was making her upset and that she fucking liked me just not now.
So after thinking about it i thought that maybe she was using it as an excuse and i was maybe too loving/clingy seeing as she sent this right after i sent the text i quoted earlier, i miss her and don't want to make mistake in future to other girls.
Sorry it was soo long
Btw im 14 shes 15.
what are your thoughts?