My fucked up life

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CntrywthClass

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So after a long time I have decided to go to the internet and post my a little something about my life. I want to start off by saying a few things though. This is a secret that probably only 2 other people know about. My parents don't know about my problem. I also please ask that you resist the urge to make fun of me, because I know a lot of you people will laugh when you read about the problem I am facing below. This is normal and to be expected, however. But please, try and put yourself in my shoes. You may then realize that my problem is not something to laugh about. Anyway, I have held this back for so long, and I cannot supress my problem any further. I am also worried about people not truly being able to understand. At this point, I don't even give a shit anymore: my life to me is useless. I wake up every day (try and actually picture this yourself) knowing not only that a) My life is fucked up beyond belief and b)I will probably never know what the fuck it means to live a normal live. This is EVERY FUCKING DAY. But let's get on to it. What is my problem? For some reason, when God created me he decided to cut back on the one thing that defines me as male. In other words, I have a small wang. Yes. That's right. Now laugh. Laugh all you want. Go ahead and flame me all you want. Done? Ok now try this: picture yourself in a world where you cannot be with the opposite sex because they will eventually find out about this, and they would laugh at you. For the women, picture having your clit removed (and yes, African tribes practice this). Imagine that every day, you have to hide this fact from EVERYONE AROUND YOU. And last but not least, if you can imagine how you would have to think about life. The way my mind is framed is heavily modified by the fact that my life is so fucked up. I am almost 20 at this point. I am still a virgin. I have never had a girlfriend for fear that my problem with become known. Overall, on top of everything, the worst part of it is the way I feel: fucking worthless. I am fucking worthless. Who the fuck will ever want me? I am the lowest of my kind; it doesn't get much worse. I don't know of any solution to my situation at this point. Even if I found something to help, it probably wouldn't be enough for me ever to be considered "normal". Without a good solution to this problem, I might as well put a bullet through my head. What is the point of me living if I will be alone for the rest of my life? I cannot even approach the girl I am in love with because in the end I know that she would never settle for a piece of shit like me. If there was a God, and I could ask him one question: why me? I am good, I have morals, I treat people with the utmost respect (because I have hardly respect myself). Why the fuck do I deserve to have this problem? What the fuck did I do? I can't describe in words to you how worthless I feel as a human being, and how low I feel on a daily basis. So well, there it is, that's my life. Now aren't you glad you only have girlfriend troubles/job troubles/family issues? I would kill to have those instead of what I am faced with every single miserable pathetic day that I roam this earth. If anyone can help me let me know. If you want to laugh--if I can be the guy who helps you feel better at the expense of my problem and worth as a person--feel free to do so if it takes some weight off your shoulders. But for now nothing changes: I will wake up tomorrow in the same fucked-up reality that is my life. In all honesty, fuck the world, and fuck my life.
 
Okay, I'm sorry, but I'm going to be a little harsh here. GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF! Any girl who is worth anything will love you for you not for how big your penis is. Your penis is not what makes you a man, it is your character that makes you a man. You are making yourself less of a man by being such a goddamn coward and fixating on such a shallow idea. If it is really that big of a deal to you there are plenty of pills out there and such. Fix it!
 
How "tiny"? Your life isn't useless, you're just having small penis anxiety. I used to have that until I realized my penis is pretty average. Also, get the fuck off your high horse. I can name at least a dozen people on this site that I know for a fact are having a lot more problems than you are. Get over yourself.

Unless you have a one inch dick or something. That must suck.
 
I got to address one thing about your post before I say anything. You spent more time telling us not to make fun of you than actually giving us good reasons to feel sorry for you.

Second it doen't really matter how big it is. Your penis is not your personality. (Well I hope not) To tell you the truth you have no problem. You just feel insecure about your body which is normal for a teenager going through puberty. No need to complain, it doesn't really matter... And if you're 19 like you it said in your profile, well puberty came late or it's just natural...
 
size doesnt matter i mean as long as you are a descent person then why the fuck would any girl care. I mean if you are still a virgin and never had a gf then how do you know if they care about the size or not, i know i certainly dont give a shit. Its how you use it, a guy with a big dick could still suck in bed.
 
Heh, yea, how tiny?? I mean, penis size doesnt really matter! Some people are gifted, yes, but the average size is 5 inches. The normal vaginal capacity is about 6. When you think about it, that's not really much. So, anything, at all, can be okay. Just dont worry about it so much dood, seriously, you're being self concious. I HAVE NO BOOBS! ... really. Hardly anything at all, but I usually have a boyfriend.. I mean, not right now, by choice actually, but.. you can get by!!!
 
If this kid feels so down on himself for the size of his cock, I have to wonder how unable he is to face reality and how down he gets over that.
 
All the women that have said "Size doesn't matter" makes my laugh.

It's nice you are trying to make him feel better, but we all know it's bullshit. :tongue:

Nice show girls.
 
So fucking what?! Cry me a river. I agree with everyone else. Get over it. It doesn't matter what size your dick is. No one can see it unless you show them or unless you're a nudist. Get a hobby and take your mind off of it. Your life is not over because you have a small penis!

In your whole post you just bitched about that "problem" when it really isn't a problem at all. I live with daily challenges but you don't see me bitch about it. I have no respect for people like you. Grow up.
 
Dude. Just think about all those Asians with their improved chance of having a micro-penis (Penis' less then 4 centimeters long in their normal state), do you know how they have to suffer? But, damn, there are still A LOT of Asians running around in Asia.

More seriously, most women will like a bigger one, that's true. But that doesn't mean they totally reject a small weenie, I mean, dude, c'mon.

And besides, if you really want to lose your virginity, you can just go to a local red light district?
 
Yeah, it can suck not being "well endowed" but honestly, if that's the only way you have to please a woman, you need to find yourself an older horny woman and have her teach you some things.
 
That's pretty pathetic. No, really. You define yourself by the size of your sexual organ. I suspect that you can't get a girlfriend because of your personality, not the size of your Johnson. You're likely still a virgin because no woman can stand to be with you long enough to decide whether or not size matters with you.

That is, unless you walk around whining to people that you have a small dick. Stupid. Or perhaps you walk around with your fly undone so as to advertise your shortcoming.

Get over yourself. Get a hobby. Stop watching so much porn. If you're comparing yourself to men in smut magazines and skin flicks, you're an idiot. Also, if this is the case, why are you paying attention to the men?
 
If it bothers you get surgery, there is, I’m sure a great deal of advice on the Internet about this.

However because im nice and I can't also believe I typed "Penis enlargement" :redface: into google at work. I have a link. I am pretty sure that you have looked into these things, but they may helphttp://www.netdoctor.co.uk/menshealth/facts/penissize.htm

Now guys, some girls have small breasts and have real problems with confidence about such things, I am pretty sure you lot have at least one thing about you, you don’t like. Maybe it doesn’t affect you as it has him, but for some it can be a great source of anxiety and upset.
 
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