I want to know if it's true.
I self harm,
I am addicted in a weird way.
I can live without it, I just can't stop thinking about it.
I have suicidal thoughts nearly everyday.
I beat myself up mentally, I even write hate notes to myself.
I am constantly paranoid about everything,
I see things out of the corner of my eye.
I am very cautious with everything I do.
I always imagine myself in a horror movie.
I sleep with my light on at night because I am very afraid of the dark.
I get startled easily.
I always think of the worst case scenario.
I have pretty bad self esteem
The smallest thing can upset me.
Some days I get hopelessly sad and I can only think depressing thoughts, slight things trigger it.
I hate myself.
I rarely go out, even if I have the chance to.
I am afraid to stand up for myself.
I get really jealous when my friends have friends.
I feel like I lack in everything.
I sometimes lie to make my life seem better than it is.
I always compare myself to others, and they are always better than me.
I am very self-critical and self-conscious.
I am not open with anybody I know in real life.
I don't like many people.
I hate all of my friends secretly.
I make up stories in my head to escape real life.
I always always pick at my skin, peeling scabs, popping zits, etc.
I also pull my hair out and eat it when I am bored.
I am extremely blunt a lot of the time.
Uhhhhh, thats all I can think of at the moment, if you ask questions I can answer.
Thanks.
I self harm,
I am addicted in a weird way.
I can live without it, I just can't stop thinking about it.
I have suicidal thoughts nearly everyday.
I beat myself up mentally, I even write hate notes to myself.
I am constantly paranoid about everything,
I see things out of the corner of my eye.
I am very cautious with everything I do.
I always imagine myself in a horror movie.
I sleep with my light on at night because I am very afraid of the dark.
I get startled easily.
I always think of the worst case scenario.
I have pretty bad self esteem
The smallest thing can upset me.
Some days I get hopelessly sad and I can only think depressing thoughts, slight things trigger it.
I hate myself.
I rarely go out, even if I have the chance to.
I am afraid to stand up for myself.
I get really jealous when my friends have friends.
I feel like I lack in everything.
I sometimes lie to make my life seem better than it is.
I always compare myself to others, and they are always better than me.
I am very self-critical and self-conscious.
I am not open with anybody I know in real life.
I don't like many people.
I hate all of my friends secretly.
I make up stories in my head to escape real life.
I always always pick at my skin, peeling scabs, popping zits, etc.
I also pull my hair out and eat it when I am bored.
I am extremely blunt a lot of the time.
Uhhhhh, thats all I can think of at the moment, if you ask questions I can answer.
Thanks.