I remember crying a LOT more just the THOUGHT of him dying or getting hurt
And i remember crying for days over him just getting hurt few months back
Today i cried for a few minutes when i saw my mom crying. Then when i found out what actually happened the tears stopped flowing a little and i had to pretty much put on a show(sobbing).
I feel like i need to show my mom and everyone else that i really am upset. Right now i want to try and do whatever i was before(gaming, reading etc.).
I just feel really horrible for thinking that. And want to know if thats normal.
And i remember crying for days over him just getting hurt few months back
Today i cried for a few minutes when i saw my mom crying. Then when i found out what actually happened the tears stopped flowing a little and i had to pretty much put on a show(sobbing).
I feel like i need to show my mom and everyone else that i really am upset. Right now i want to try and do whatever i was before(gaming, reading etc.).
I just feel really horrible for thinking that. And want to know if thats normal.