...work? We had broken up a month back and i hadn't told anyone. We got back together later. My best friend told me she knew as the boy told her. I wanted to find out what he said and i snooped through his email (completely wrong of me). I realized they both were bitching about me behind my back. I feel he should have spoke to his friends, not mine. I forwarded the chat to my friend and told her we won't be in touch now on. When i told my boyfriend about this, he pushed me and held my neck (didnt strangle but it creates a lot of fear). He has slapped me once when he was drunk. Should i even try to make it work? He even calls me abnormal for not being able to orgasm. But when he's not angry, he's who i want to grow old with. Is it worth the effort? I don't think i can stop snooping around after this incident.