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Erica1101
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So 3 years ago when my grand mother had passed away (Oct 1st 06') i had been diagnosed with suffere anxiety and depression, it was sooo bad i couldn't work properly, or enjoy television or the internet, couldn't go hang out with frienRAB, go shopping or anything, i couldnt enjoy anything without having a major panic attack, especially at Christmas time, worst time of year for me. i was also a major hypocondriac, constantly at the hospital for health problems that were all just in my head.
a year and a half later after many appointments etc. (i do not have a family doctor) i had finally got in with a therapist, she than handed me over to a mental health doctor who examined me to see how bad it was, he ended up perscribing with Zoloft, started me off with 50 mg for the first bottle than 100 mg for the next, it took no time before they changed my life completley for the better, life became perfect for me and i had no more worries, i ended up meeting TONS of new people, partying every weekend, enjoying all the things i couldn't before, than unforuently, this summer it had hit me hard once again, it's worse when im home, im completley fine when out drinking with frienRAB which probably isnt good considering thats all i want to do now. I'm scared of everything again, i find myself going to the hospital again constantly even though i relise, i did all this before and its all in my head, in about 10 minutes time from now i could think completley different and think im going to die from a brain tumor or heart attack or something.. ugh , i just dont know what to do, helpp..i can't go through all this again
its ruining my life.
Also, my grandmother had suffered with this horribily as well, doc. had her on Nerve pills and cut her off cold turkey, resulting in death..
a year and a half later after many appointments etc. (i do not have a family doctor) i had finally got in with a therapist, she than handed me over to a mental health doctor who examined me to see how bad it was, he ended up perscribing with Zoloft, started me off with 50 mg for the first bottle than 100 mg for the next, it took no time before they changed my life completley for the better, life became perfect for me and i had no more worries, i ended up meeting TONS of new people, partying every weekend, enjoying all the things i couldn't before, than unforuently, this summer it had hit me hard once again, it's worse when im home, im completley fine when out drinking with frienRAB which probably isnt good considering thats all i want to do now. I'm scared of everything again, i find myself going to the hospital again constantly even though i relise, i did all this before and its all in my head, in about 10 minutes time from now i could think completley different and think im going to die from a brain tumor or heart attack or something.. ugh , i just dont know what to do, helpp..i can't go through all this again
its ruining my life. Also, my grandmother had suffered with this horribily as well, doc. had her on Nerve pills and cut her off cold turkey, resulting in death..