okay so i went ot a few therapist and they said i may have Bipolar Schizophrenia or multi personality disorder? okay maybe someone on here can give me a third opinion?
okay i dont "feel" crazy i feel mentally uneasy? let me give you examples
i been VERY angry my temper is at an all time high i freak over pretty much everything and get quite violent
i lost my touch with reality in a sense i feel that the meaning of life is death not saying im suicidal i dont want to take my life in to my own hands i feel that life is just death i guess my look on life is now grim
i also feel no compassion i guess... if i do something bad or good i feel no pitty i do have emotions but i feel that other people are worthless 90% of the time
i also have an automatic hatered for men even though no man from my past bothered me... i judge men very harshly and sort of have a very challenging feel towards them as women i feel a little more easy towards and dont mind them i guess if there were two strangers one being male one being female i would favor the female
i also like to be isolated i love my alone time i always feel a presence even in my own solitude and when im with more people i feel overwhelmed which also triggers anger its weird its like more people are around closing in on my very being if that makes any sense
i feel multi personalities such as a character named Madison and Mortis flowing in my head i used to use them as stage presence but since i been out of a band for a while they been building up in my brain waiting for a release
i get paranoid at night i guess most do
my mind flips a lot on certain things for instance school i would be excited to go to a school once im in it i am disappointed then i go enraged and speak nothing but hateful things about the school then drop out all within a month or two *just an example this sort of thing played out in many different situations*
i study psychology i find it quite intresting yet i dont know if i am or not crazy i just go to therapist to get confirmation on my feelings i guess? i find what most people to call crazy quite normal like earlier iwas watching something and they focused ona guy with schizophrenia and i didnt even noticed it i dunno if thats a good or bad thing.
if you can help me that would be great thanks for reading
okay i dont "feel" crazy i feel mentally uneasy? let me give you examples
i been VERY angry my temper is at an all time high i freak over pretty much everything and get quite violent
i lost my touch with reality in a sense i feel that the meaning of life is death not saying im suicidal i dont want to take my life in to my own hands i feel that life is just death i guess my look on life is now grim
i also feel no compassion i guess... if i do something bad or good i feel no pitty i do have emotions but i feel that other people are worthless 90% of the time
i also have an automatic hatered for men even though no man from my past bothered me... i judge men very harshly and sort of have a very challenging feel towards them as women i feel a little more easy towards and dont mind them i guess if there were two strangers one being male one being female i would favor the female
i also like to be isolated i love my alone time i always feel a presence even in my own solitude and when im with more people i feel overwhelmed which also triggers anger its weird its like more people are around closing in on my very being if that makes any sense
i feel multi personalities such as a character named Madison and Mortis flowing in my head i used to use them as stage presence but since i been out of a band for a while they been building up in my brain waiting for a release
i get paranoid at night i guess most do
my mind flips a lot on certain things for instance school i would be excited to go to a school once im in it i am disappointed then i go enraged and speak nothing but hateful things about the school then drop out all within a month or two *just an example this sort of thing played out in many different situations*
i study psychology i find it quite intresting yet i dont know if i am or not crazy i just go to therapist to get confirmation on my feelings i guess? i find what most people to call crazy quite normal like earlier iwas watching something and they focused ona guy with schizophrenia and i didnt even noticed it i dunno if thats a good or bad thing.
if you can help me that would be great thanks for reading