I share a house with a few friends & have been getting together with one of the guys for 2 mths now. He told me he's not looking for a serious relationship. So I made sure it was kisses only as I didnt want to hurt. He said "I want to be with you without feelings". Then he opened up a little saying he's afraid..broken after last girlfriend which ended a year ago.. *strangely he told me he was in love with me..after a couple of drinks. Then last weekend we went with friends to a club, he seemed a little distant with me, avoiding me. He
left with another guy & 2 girls then arrived home 1 hour later & said nothing happened. I asked why he's do distant. He ssid it's because he's only loved one girl & he cant again. I has tears in my eyes & am ashamed to say i took the vomfort of his arms. We*made love, he looked at me, told me how good it is & he said that he does feel something. Now*I'm so angry. Feel used. Next time he wants it, he'll probably be drunk again & *I want to say 'ok, I'm not your unpaid hooker'. At least then I'll feel I have some value plus it might drive home the message of how used I feel. (by the way his friends are v nice guys & they respect me & like me).
left with another guy & 2 girls then arrived home 1 hour later & said nothing happened. I asked why he's do distant. He ssid it's because he's only loved one girl & he cant again. I has tears in my eyes & am ashamed to say i took the vomfort of his arms. We*made love, he looked at me, told me how good it is & he said that he does feel something. Now*I'm so angry. Feel used. Next time he wants it, he'll probably be drunk again & *I want to say 'ok, I'm not your unpaid hooker'. At least then I'll feel I have some value plus it might drive home the message of how used I feel. (by the way his friends are v nice guys & they respect me & like me).