meh life(rant i guess)

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Jaye J

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well i dont know if this is the right place to post...and say what you say i dont care...but i had to let this out of me i cant hold it inside me anymore i just need to let it out and i couldnt sleep.....

so anyways i'm a unemployed 19 year old...i have applied to numerous jobs and no luck...so my parents support me..i go to college full time....i try not to care about other stuff....but somehow it gets to me...like for example i have no real friends and what i mean by no real friends....ones that live around me that would be there for me and such....all these guys and girls that i have around just come to me when they need something in general....and well i dont tell them to fuck off because its better to have somebody to talk too atleast for a while.....than nobody at all...

my ex on april 1st told me she didnt loved me at all....but instead loved the attention i gave her....at first i thought it was an april fools joke but it wasnt...wtf...anyways that didnt brought me down much...i had been very depressed since before that...i dont know why....and so right now i'm like fuck everybody except my family ofcourse they have been there for me....i'm just trying to get by in life......and everyday i see couples together very happy....and that makes me a bit sad because i cant do that anymore...but the point is that i'm getting tired of the tricks that life is playing on me...why cant things go right for once.....well thats it i hope you have a great read.....
 
Well that really sucks, you said that you were at colleage, thats a good place to meet new friends, maybe its time you take this opportunity, since you feel like things cant get any worse to make a change.

As for girlfriends and feeling sad about seeing other couples, we have all been there, sooner or later someone will come you way.

Things can only get better. I really hope it does for you.
 
well thanks well yeah i'm in college....but in the classes that i am right now these people think they are superior to everything....they think they are the greatest thing to walk the face of earth...some are alright...anyways thanks once again
 
well once again here i'm posting just to let it out...so now i have gotten worse and worse i feel so empty inside of me...i feel so lonely.....people have been telling me that i isolate myself...but i dont know....i just dont have interest in anything whatsoever....and well i dont want to worry my parents...:thumbsdn: shit i wish i could just end it right here and then...
 
don't give up hope on the job hunt. i find that the work place is a good place to be to make friends. some would say don't make friends with those from work, but it just makes the work environment a better place. good luck :)
 
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