me and my ex bf had sex on the 31st of august n we used protection...?

[Judy]

me and my ex had smoked marijuana before we had sex,me n my ex had sex n we used protections...what im about to say is stupid n i know it...i put my hand n side the magnum n sperm was on my fingers n i put my fingers inside my vagina,my ex doesnt no i did this bt what can happen?? n i knw it was stupid bt i was high n i can say that i want a baby by him