inside of you? Like may seem like an odd thing to ask but ive been through some of the darkest most evilest misery filled 20 years of living that if i was normal i would never even believe could be possible or even exist. Now im stuck in this phase where i feel robbed of my happiness and something in my life wont let any love in i keep getting swept into this misery i cant escape and i just want love and to be happy but this hatred that is inside of me for what this place has become or why someone with pretty pure intentions would have to suffer so bad and go through all this torment. i dont really mean demons in the litteral sense unless you want to count the fact that sometimes i have dreams that feel more real then real. where really terrible things will happen and ill often times encounter a vile horrible entity that always has a different name and ill wake up in a cold sweat or paralyzed in fear. it seems like everything in my life just gets taken away from me nothing is certain and everytime i find some salvation like someone i love or some hope for the future something i wouldnt even imagine could happen happens and it just gets taken so far far away from me. honestly it feels like my life is in danger i dont know how much longer i can live in this darkness i want to know any single option i havent heard before i have to do something! like seriously and i know all about the positive thinking and stuff but seriously can anyone tell me anything i dont know??
May seem odd please dont judge seriously how do you get rid of demons that are
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