I have been seeing my boyfriend for quite some time, and he happens to be quite experienced in bed 
However, I am still a virgin and he knows that. last night we were messing around and pretty much did everything BUT sex. He was telling me how much he wanted to fuck me and how sexy i was, and I really wanted to as well, except because of better judgment, I said no. after I left, I realized how much i wanted to have sex with him. I'm not too worried about the virginity deal and losing it, but more concerned about having my first time with someone who really loves me. I know he says he really cares for me and, I don't doubt that. But before I have sex with him i need to know he loves me, because I love him. I know it. How do i ask if he loves me? If he askes me to have sex again, I'm going to have to ask him.
However, I am still a virgin and he knows that. last night we were messing around and pretty much did everything BUT sex. He was telling me how much he wanted to fuck me and how sexy i was, and I really wanted to as well, except because of better judgment, I said no. after I left, I realized how much i wanted to have sex with him. I'm not too worried about the virginity deal and losing it, but more concerned about having my first time with someone who really loves me. I know he says he really cares for me and, I don't doubt that. But before I have sex with him i need to know he loves me, because I love him. I know it. How do i ask if he loves me? If he askes me to have sex again, I'm going to have to ask him.