Lost in this life, what direction do I take ?

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I don't know what's wrong with me. Everytime I feel like I'm progressing, I take 10 steps back and revert to my old ways. I guess I'm super insecure, self conscious, and it effects just about everything I do. I grew up without my biological father. I had a step father , however he was never really around. He came and went..along with my step grandpa who I grew to love and look up to as a little girl. He divorced my grandmother,moved state and stopped all contact with my siblings and I. These chain of events created a huge insecurty connecting with men, or anyone really. I always feel like a say the wrong things, at the wrong times. I can be awkward, and when I doubt myself I just shut down , and keep to myself. Most of my coworkers dislike me and I'm always on the defensive making things worst . I'm super self conscious bout my outer appearance. The only way Id have a good day is if I'm too tired to care. When I'm conversating with people , I'm thinking about what to say next, over thinking, then say nothing or something stupid. I'm not too close with my family. My mom has been the only one therefor me, but I have trouble connecting with her too. I don't kno what's wrong, or what to do anymore. Could this be social anxiety disorder ? Hope this all somehow makes sense !
 
Take some right steps with the help of a mentor. You may like to select a mentor of your own choice from among your near and dear friends or relatives, who is more wise, clever, intelligent, elderly, mature, knowledgeable and kind and listen to his good words in letter and spirit scrupulously.

The mentor will be able to guide proper directions.
 
Dame white people always complaining about the gayest ish ever, I suggest stop caring about the gayest ish ever and be happy for what you have and only care about surviving
 
Go to a church with a good church family and they will help you get closer to them and God. It will all work out. Keep your head up. Things will get better. Learn to trust more. NOt everyone will leave.
 
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