Light'n Up

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You know, I can't remeraber if I dreamed at all going through cold turkey withdrawls. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep going through ct wRAB. I'm really not someone who dreams while I sleep anyway. I'm a big dreamer when I'm awake, though.
Well, last night I had this dream. The doctor had given me a prescription for my old wonderful pain meRAB. So funny! It was as big as a 10lb. bag of dogfood. In my dream, I was so delighted! Wow, I had enough meRAB I could eat them like candy. I was never going to run out!
Next, two of my brothers show up asking for me to share the pills with them. I gave each one about five or six. Very gracious of me. Always counting.
I then tried to hide this 10lb. bag of meRAB under the bed. Pushing an shoving this bag under the bed, while trying to conceal my strange behavior from "my very aware of my behavior wife". Not to my surprise, my wife begins to question my behavior. The more I deny there is anything to question, the more she interigates. By now, in this crazy dream, I am beginning to get high really high from this bag of pills I've been eating with joy, like candy.
Suddenly my conscience self, me, the one that's dreaming realizes that this is a dream. Now I am watching myself in this dream, the way I used to behave on meRAB. Now I can see everything and every way my wife said I was while on these meRAB. Decietful, lying, hiding, nervuos, counting, pretending, on and on.
Not the kind of person I wish to be.
But yet, I thought I was in control.
Well, Subtrain, thank God your awake! oh, yeah, light'n up!
Blessings to all, thank you!
 
Subtrain.... I had to laugh. Dreamin about the dope. You reminded me of a re-occuring dream i used to have. I was a miner. I had a whole mountain full of opiates. All I had to do was chip a piece off the side of the mountain and take it. Needless to say, I would always wake up depressed.....
 
I have had a lot of drug dreams as well.... I am glad you were able to turn it to the positive! Like Milksnake I too always wake up depressed. So I am proud of you!


Keep on posting.. I think your posts are inspirational!
 
Seems like dreaming about your drug of choice is common. I remeraber during the w/d stage dreaming about drugs as well.
 
Hello me mate! Yes...I think that dreaming of your DOC is common and I ceratinly can relate to that. In fact,I find that when I am having some form of WRAB,my dreams become very vivid and the emotions/feelings are very intense. I do wonder if its my body starting to wake up after all these years. Like Im starting to come round (very slowly) from an aneasthetic(sp?). It does make me smile though how in our dreams the amounts of our DOC that we encounter are bleedin huge....your 10lb bag,milksnakes mountain....whats up with that,huh? It just shows how far youve come that you could recognise that your behaviour in your dream was not who you wanted to be in real life. So glad you woke up,poppit,in real life. Some dont ever wake up,but you my friend have a new chance of a proper life. Congratulations! Enjoy ever moment and hold it dear.
love CC xox
 
The cool thing about a drug dream is that its JUST A DREAM. We have all worked so hard to get to where we are at or are planing to be at, that when you wake up and its not true, then it should be refreshing. Even if you had a BAG FULL of pills you would run out at some point! right?

read my quote below.

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