I understand...I had to make a decision too...but my insurance covers it but not as well as a generic or brand even so I do the mail away and get three months for $90 but the benefit of it right now for me is so great have to find a way to make that payment. I hope celexa works for you. I know I have missed a pill of lexapro here and there and when that happens for some reason I'm not tired and find it hard to go to sleep but have not had to switch or come off since being put on it a year ago. Good Luck!