My life has been falling apart each and everyday.
First off, I may being charged for sexual molestation of a 4 year old. She lived with us about a year ago, and she was a annoying little girl. She would cry for no reason for attention, she would beg for food and milk constintly(like any other young child). We had never got along, she would bug me a lot and I would just ignore her. I know not the best thing to do, but kids really aren't my thing. Her daddy wanted her back, so with thought that we would let him have her back... So i am gonna step off the story and give you some backround on the daddy...
He had gotten into drugs hardcore. He was doing pot meth cocane, the works. In the old apartment he was living, which infact my step mom was paying for, he was running a meth lab and had a small pornography business. Now you're asking yourself what does my step mom have to do with this guy, well he was dating my step moms daughter. He also has some mental disabilities.
Back to the story, so my step mom let him have custody of the baby on the weekdays, and we get a visit from her on the weekends(not every weekend). But this past couple weeks we were having some issues with this guy. Last time I went with my step mom to go pick her up, we found him sleeping on the couch and her two trailers down. All his P.O said that he was have a meltdown that weekend so its not his fault. I told my step mom that he should have taken her somewhere more safe. Now, here comes the part where I play. My step mom wanted to have here over on memorial day weekend for a BBQ(the day I almost died) we asked him if she could come over and he started to complain about not being to see his other daughter which is currently living with my step moms daughter. His second complaint was that I had been touching her in places I shouldnt. I would never ever touch someone of that age in my life(unless I was changing a diaper to clean the area). What I think the daddy is trying to do is cover up for something that he did or is doing right now and blaming it on someone she knows. It makes me made that there are people out there just to do those things.
Second of all, yesterday I went out to a construction site to do some work. This is for school by the way. And i was out there working for about an hour, got tired and took a break. I saw a spray paint can picked it up and started to shake it to play with the ball inside of it. I know the little things to entertain myself. It looked as if the nozzle was broke, so i was standing next to this pillar holding up the patio cover. It was made of brick, the can was pointed towards the brick, and with the lightest touch of the nozzle it sparys a quater sized circle on the brick. I didnt tell anyone, thinking it wasnt gonna hurt it. But when i came to school today, I got pulled out of class and talked to. They told me since i didnt tell anyone i may be charged with a mistermeaner. Which consits of either 1000$ fine or 2 years of jail. I thought to myself, wow that is really fucked up. So, tomorrow when I go to school I will see if the school wants to press charges. If they do, then I dont know what I will do.
After all that, I got one more thing. My real mother lives in Alaska. After school I am going up there to visit. Now i have the feeling that she wants me to go up there visit and then live with her for a year. I am having problems being able to tell her how I feel. I love my mother, But i feel as though I have more potential if I stay and live with my dad. The lifestyle here will better prepare me for whats ahead in life.
I just hit a major bumb in the road. These events are making it hard for me to progress, and its hard for me to tell whats going to happn later on.
First off, I may being charged for sexual molestation of a 4 year old. She lived with us about a year ago, and she was a annoying little girl. She would cry for no reason for attention, she would beg for food and milk constintly(like any other young child). We had never got along, she would bug me a lot and I would just ignore her. I know not the best thing to do, but kids really aren't my thing. Her daddy wanted her back, so with thought that we would let him have her back... So i am gonna step off the story and give you some backround on the daddy...
He had gotten into drugs hardcore. He was doing pot meth cocane, the works. In the old apartment he was living, which infact my step mom was paying for, he was running a meth lab and had a small pornography business. Now you're asking yourself what does my step mom have to do with this guy, well he was dating my step moms daughter. He also has some mental disabilities.
Back to the story, so my step mom let him have custody of the baby on the weekdays, and we get a visit from her on the weekends(not every weekend). But this past couple weeks we were having some issues with this guy. Last time I went with my step mom to go pick her up, we found him sleeping on the couch and her two trailers down. All his P.O said that he was have a meltdown that weekend so its not his fault. I told my step mom that he should have taken her somewhere more safe. Now, here comes the part where I play. My step mom wanted to have here over on memorial day weekend for a BBQ(the day I almost died) we asked him if she could come over and he started to complain about not being to see his other daughter which is currently living with my step moms daughter. His second complaint was that I had been touching her in places I shouldnt. I would never ever touch someone of that age in my life(unless I was changing a diaper to clean the area). What I think the daddy is trying to do is cover up for something that he did or is doing right now and blaming it on someone she knows. It makes me made that there are people out there just to do those things.
Second of all, yesterday I went out to a construction site to do some work. This is for school by the way. And i was out there working for about an hour, got tired and took a break. I saw a spray paint can picked it up and started to shake it to play with the ball inside of it. I know the little things to entertain myself. It looked as if the nozzle was broke, so i was standing next to this pillar holding up the patio cover. It was made of brick, the can was pointed towards the brick, and with the lightest touch of the nozzle it sparys a quater sized circle on the brick. I didnt tell anyone, thinking it wasnt gonna hurt it. But when i came to school today, I got pulled out of class and talked to. They told me since i didnt tell anyone i may be charged with a mistermeaner. Which consits of either 1000$ fine or 2 years of jail. I thought to myself, wow that is really fucked up. So, tomorrow when I go to school I will see if the school wants to press charges. If they do, then I dont know what I will do.
After all that, I got one more thing. My real mother lives in Alaska. After school I am going up there to visit. Now i have the feeling that she wants me to go up there visit and then live with her for a year. I am having problems being able to tell her how I feel. I love my mother, But i feel as though I have more potential if I stay and live with my dad. The lifestyle here will better prepare me for whats ahead in life.
I just hit a major bumb in the road. These events are making it hard for me to progress, and its hard for me to tell whats going to happn later on.