I've just been feeling an increase in apathy. I don't care about smiling anymore. I don't care what people think of me. I don't care that I got arrested. I don't care that a few little shits lost respect for me. I don't care that my hair is becoming tangled and unruly. I don't care that I may never make it in this world.
I'm coming to realize how insignificant my school life is. I see kids constantly trying to fit in, worrying about what people think about them, worry about what clothes they wear, what music they listen to. I really couldn't give a fuck anymore.
I'm putting an end to all this bullshit in my life. Lately I've just been setting goals and working my way to achieving them. All the other extra bullshit doesn't matter. It's just that, extra.
WTF.com is like the fight club of the internet, except we don't really do anything that actually matters, we just find people that piss us off and attack them. WTF.com really isn't the biggest "FUCK YOU" to the world. It's just words typed on a computer. But its exactly that which makes up this place. We don't actually care enough about eachother to do anything but harass eachother over the internet. We thrive on seeing someone just snap and attack the entire forum. We thrive on seeing two people go at it. We would enjoy this in real life too, but it doesn't even happen.
The only thing that happens in real life is a "dirty look" or a subtle hint that you don't like the person. Rarely do we vent our anger appropiately. That's why I decided to take up a vigorous sport like boxing. Stress. The only two fist-fights I've ever been in, me and the kid didn't even hate eachother. We were just two guys that didn't have a place to vent.
I may add more later but I've supposedly got some shit that needs to be done. Later.
So I'm spraying 409 and wiping my walls down because they're "dirty" and my mom wants me to clean them. I remember I have a meeting with my Health teacher. So I go in there and he forgot about the meeting I guess. I just slip him my homework under the door.
I don't really care much for this teacher. He's a dick, he's nosy, self-righteous, and thinks he's perfect. Fuck perfection.
Last time i went in there, I guess my mom told him about me getting in trouble and he gives me a long lecture about the dangers of smoking and "My brother started out just like you, now he's dead." I guess he didn't realize that A) I don't care what he has to say, B) Nothing he says will change the past, and most importantly C) I've already heard this a thousand times before. Dick.
I'm coming to realize how insignificant my school life is. I see kids constantly trying to fit in, worrying about what people think about them, worry about what clothes they wear, what music they listen to. I really couldn't give a fuck anymore.
I'm putting an end to all this bullshit in my life. Lately I've just been setting goals and working my way to achieving them. All the other extra bullshit doesn't matter. It's just that, extra.
WTF.com is like the fight club of the internet, except we don't really do anything that actually matters, we just find people that piss us off and attack them. WTF.com really isn't the biggest "FUCK YOU" to the world. It's just words typed on a computer. But its exactly that which makes up this place. We don't actually care enough about eachother to do anything but harass eachother over the internet. We thrive on seeing someone just snap and attack the entire forum. We thrive on seeing two people go at it. We would enjoy this in real life too, but it doesn't even happen.
The only thing that happens in real life is a "dirty look" or a subtle hint that you don't like the person. Rarely do we vent our anger appropiately. That's why I decided to take up a vigorous sport like boxing. Stress. The only two fist-fights I've ever been in, me and the kid didn't even hate eachother. We were just two guys that didn't have a place to vent.
I may add more later but I've supposedly got some shit that needs to be done. Later.
So I'm spraying 409 and wiping my walls down because they're "dirty" and my mom wants me to clean them. I remember I have a meeting with my Health teacher. So I go in there and he forgot about the meeting I guess. I just slip him my homework under the door.
I don't really care much for this teacher. He's a dick, he's nosy, self-righteous, and thinks he's perfect. Fuck perfection.
Last time i went in there, I guess my mom told him about me getting in trouble and he gives me a long lecture about the dangers of smoking and "My brother started out just like you, now he's dead." I guess he didn't realize that A) I don't care what he has to say, B) Nothing he says will change the past, and most importantly C) I've already heard this a thousand times before. Dick.
