Lack of motivation in myself is killing my spirit, please help!?

ellagirl

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I graduated from the University with my BA back in 2000 in a degree that isn't very useful. I feel angry at myself for picking something I haven't used. The degree is in a foreign language that I can't speak anymore.

I feel I have lost my path a long time ago, and no matter what I do, I can't find my way back. I am trying, but nothing has worked. Basically I felt really happy when I was in school. I even tried going back to school, but because I didn't enjoy what I was studying when I returned, I dropped out.

I am also living with my boyfriend who I have had since I graduated from college. He is a good person, but not academically oriented. I know it is my job to motivate myself, but I feel resentful of him because he is very addicted to the computer and doesn't seem to notice that I am not doing well.

I am in therapy luckily. I don't know what else to do? Could my lack of motivation be related to depression?

I just watch myself getting older and older, and I feel so stuck in the same place and I can't get out! What can I do?
 
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