SheFliesWithHerOwnWings
New member
Ok here goes..Im new to all this but I am very much in need of any advice from someone..anyone that does not know me from a bar of soap.
Well..long story but I will try to keep it short..At a very young age I was bought up around alcohol..drugs..parties..strangers etc and even though as kids,we were bought up with love discipline and taught how too respect others...but then all of that slowly fell apart.My mother,father,siblings Uncles,Aunty's etc .I do not blame anyone for this,because...shit happens I suppose but I do often wonder why I have always since a very young age of 7-8yrs old,that I never really felt as good as the rest of my siblings,cousins etc..and I'm 28 yrs old now..so why does i still feel this way? Since March of this year.. I finally reached out for help and to this day I am still reaching out to people that may have advice or give me support too that also may feel the same way as I do.
I have been through alot but always know there are people worse off than myself and I pray for them aswell as myself and my partner and of course,our 4 precious children!!But each day I am feeling more like Im more useless than good!I have seeked help for past and ongoing addictions to better not only myself but my families future..but am lately finding it more and more difficult too deal with at the moment.I could go on but there's just too much sorry to you all!!
No reply needed..just wanting to vent a little
Well..long story but I will try to keep it short..At a very young age I was bought up around alcohol..drugs..parties..strangers etc and even though as kids,we were bought up with love discipline and taught how too respect others...but then all of that slowly fell apart.My mother,father,siblings Uncles,Aunty's etc .I do not blame anyone for this,because...shit happens I suppose but I do often wonder why I have always since a very young age of 7-8yrs old,that I never really felt as good as the rest of my siblings,cousins etc..and I'm 28 yrs old now..so why does i still feel this way? Since March of this year.. I finally reached out for help and to this day I am still reaching out to people that may have advice or give me support too that also may feel the same way as I do.
I have been through alot but always know there are people worse off than myself and I pray for them aswell as myself and my partner and of course,our 4 precious children!!But each day I am feeling more like Im more useless than good!I have seeked help for past and ongoing addictions to better not only myself but my families future..but am lately finding it more and more difficult too deal with at the moment.I could go on but there's just too much sorry to you all!!
No reply needed..just wanting to vent a little