Just a rant.

natemail00

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So as some you know i just got out of rehab. When i was discharged they made a recommendation that I see a shrink. I really don't have the money to spare so i figured its just a recommendation fuck it. As soon as i got out another thing i had to do was seem my bitch of a P.O. about the P.T.R. (petition to revoke probation) she filed against me for driving on a suspended. I had missed the court date due to the fact i was in rehab but it was taken care of because i signed some papers that let my P.O. know whats going on with my treatment. She decided to make it mandatory that I see the shrink and starts filing paper work to make it so if i didn't go I would get another P.T.R. This takes up the rest of the meeting and we don't talk about the current P.T.R. and what her recommendation to the judge would be and we set up another meeting. To top that off if i was not seeing a shrink by that appointment then she would file the P.T.R. So I go find a shrink set up an appointment, and go. He decided to give me an initial psychiatric evaluation. This determines that I'm Fucking Crazy. The exact diagnosis was "Reckless and Impulsive Anger Disorder"...I think he just made it up honestly. He puts me on an anti-psychotic. It's just another bill to me on top of the court fines, lawyer fees, and rehab I'm already going broke and have no money to spare.

Fast forward to today. I had a meeting with my P.O. first thing in the morning and I was informed that she is recommending a 60-90day stay in jail, along with an additional year of probation. The court date is in a week and i can't afford a lawyer so i have to take a public defender public pretender. This just makes me feel like I'm going back to jail, and thus lose my job.:suicide:
 
Wow. That does blow dude, but... It's really no one's fault that you screwed up to begin with. Whatever consequences follow, you must take, unfortunately.

Good luck man, and if you do get to keep your freedom, do well with it. Don't fuck up again and lose it all cause you know how little it takes.
 
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