This is really out of character as i am usually ecstatic for others who are having babies, a friend recently gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and i was over the moon. I felt so genuinely happy for her so i don't understand why i am so jealous of my sister in law. She is only sixteen, her boyfriend is a complete waste of space and i know she had an extremely hard time deciding whether to keep the baby or not. She did not immediately tell the father because he is violent and she didn't believe he would be a good role model. However she has done, she's decided to keep it and try make things work. I know that she is probably feeling pretty sh*t right now and that she needs my help (we're quite close) but i feel so wrapped up in my own emotions, i am incredibly jealous of her and i hate myself for it. I regularly cry about the situation but don't feel i can tell anyone...i just feel like such a b*tch!
Has anyone out there been in a similar situation or got any solutions?
Has anyone out there been in a similar situation or got any solutions?