I've always known I like girls, my friends always knew I was gay but I just suppressed my feelings and forgot about them. When I hit puberty I thought about girls, I convinced the girl down my street to kiss me (then she ran away screaming lesbo 
) and I'm just fascinated with the female body, it's just so beautiful.
I started college a month ago and the girl across the hall was just so beautiful, amazing and talented in so many ways I couldn't keep it in anymore. Just so beautiful. I think we flirt a bit (I've never flirted before, a few times she caught me out of the shower and asked to hang out without changing into clothes, pinches my butt and sometimes strokes me arm when she talks to me.) She left some vegan cake on my door and writes notes and draws cute little pictures on it. Sometimes she texts me goodnight and calls me names like poppet an darling. But other days she doesn't speak to me at at all.
She's so beautiful.
And so I came to terms with it. The other day she asked me questions like, "Have you ever made out with anyone?" "When you're with someone, are you the person go ahead and do things first?" Of course not because I've never dated. So later I asked her how she came out to her parents and let her know I like girls, I've just kept it in. And we talked about it. Whenever we hang out one on one she calls it "date." A few nights ago she texted me "dinner date?" so we went to dinner but she brought another friend along. But then she tried to pay for my dinner.
I want to kiss her, I want to hold her. But she's the girl every girl before has fallen before, and I'm certain she and her ex are still in love.
The other we were doing homework together and she said, "Have you ever noticed, there aren't any attractive people at our school?" And then showed me a picture of her ex, who is just gorgeous. I'm so confused by her.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I've never dated I've never done anything but I want to do everything with her. I'm falling for her so much. She's so beautiful.
No she's a lesbian. We talked about, she had a boyfriend for a bit but she didn't enjoy it. Then she had a girlfriend for two years.
I'm the one that has no experience whatsoever.
) and I'm just fascinated with the female body, it's just so beautiful. I started college a month ago and the girl across the hall was just so beautiful, amazing and talented in so many ways I couldn't keep it in anymore. Just so beautiful. I think we flirt a bit (I've never flirted before, a few times she caught me out of the shower and asked to hang out without changing into clothes, pinches my butt and sometimes strokes me arm when she talks to me.) She left some vegan cake on my door and writes notes and draws cute little pictures on it. Sometimes she texts me goodnight and calls me names like poppet an darling. But other days she doesn't speak to me at at all.
She's so beautiful.
And so I came to terms with it. The other day she asked me questions like, "Have you ever made out with anyone?" "When you're with someone, are you the person go ahead and do things first?" Of course not because I've never dated. So later I asked her how she came out to her parents and let her know I like girls, I've just kept it in. And we talked about it. Whenever we hang out one on one she calls it "date." A few nights ago she texted me "dinner date?" so we went to dinner but she brought another friend along. But then she tried to pay for my dinner.
I want to kiss her, I want to hold her. But she's the girl every girl before has fallen before, and I'm certain she and her ex are still in love.
The other we were doing homework together and she said, "Have you ever noticed, there aren't any attractive people at our school?" And then showed me a picture of her ex, who is just gorgeous. I'm so confused by her.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I've never dated I've never done anything but I want to do everything with her. I'm falling for her so much. She's so beautiful.
No she's a lesbian. We talked about, she had a boyfriend for a bit but she didn't enjoy it. Then she had a girlfriend for two years.
I'm the one that has no experience whatsoever.