silence is golden
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Basically I've never even had a gf because whenever I liked a girl I'd end up getting rejected and hurt. Now I've conditioned myself to not care anymore and I'm pretty much in the drivers seat with my emotions in the sense that I'm cold and pretty much view the majority of society as idiots corrupted by the media and television. And be because of all the rejection I now question life and all of it's aspects. Marriage, family, is any of it even important or do we o lyn believe it to be importAnt simply because we have been conditioned this way by society. I feel like I have the mindset of a 40 year old even though I'm 19