I've become depressed over a school subject, please help?

Nyx

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I'm 19 years old and decided to go back to high school so i could go onto university.
I'm currently doing a language (Indonesian) as a subject. The problem is, there is only 5 people in our class and i'm a very shy person. The four other girls are all good friends and are in completely different group to what i'm in at school. They're also really outgoing, and usually have a laugh and a joke etc. I find myself disconnected from them because they see me as a "outsider". They have each other to support themselves in the subject where as i have nobody. I'm finding the subject difficult as the teacher is quite intimidating and he gets frustrated easily, and I'm starting to lack motivation to actually do the homework. As with any subject he expects us to contribute in speaking Indonesian, and answering questions I find difficult, which results in the other class members just answering it for me. I can't drop the subject because otherwise I wont have enough 'points' to get into university. I'm really really down about this..are there any opinions or advice you could give me to make this a little easier?
Thank you..
 
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