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darkdiva89
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understand your topic? A year ago I felt a spark stirring, a story idea, it involved cutting, where the main character cuts (obviously that is not the only element of the story, it also deals with the supernatural & loss of family & street children)...and whenever I have an idea I get obsessive about it, I want it to sound as real as possible so I kind of....experimented....?
Except that it became real, now I'm actually addicted to cutting.
I don't want to stop until I finish the novel (till its actually published)...but am a little bit afraid that even then I won't be able to stop. I don't know. But is it too obsessive of me? Writers need passion. They need to go to extremes, right? That's what differentiates the ones who make it, and the one who simply don't. it's never only a matter of talent. it's also about passion, right?
p.s. i am not saying that i think its right. i am not saying that once i am done with the novel, i won't try to get help. once i finish the novel, I AM going to try to stop, to do whatever it takes to stop. i am not making excuses either.
p.s. stop saying oh you are just a kid, you won't succeed, you don't know the difference between fantasy and reality because that ISN'T TRUE!
I AM going to succeed. So don't tell me I won't succeed. I also AM going to stop once it is published. I understand that the process of getting a novel published takes time, years, but I am a strong person, I have an unstoppable spirit and I don't need a stamp of approval to go ahead with my idea; YES, I do need to cut to know how to describe how it feels, I want my novel to be perfect, so don't say I have a problem, because I am perfectly aware that it is a problem & plan on getting help once I finish my novel.
Stop saying it will never be published. Stop telling me I will fail. Stop saying I am naive. Stop assuming I am just a kid. Stop assuming that I won't be able to stop once its published because I will be able to.
Is there someone out there who understands? Even a little bit?
Except that it became real, now I'm actually addicted to cutting.
I don't want to stop until I finish the novel (till its actually published)...but am a little bit afraid that even then I won't be able to stop. I don't know. But is it too obsessive of me? Writers need passion. They need to go to extremes, right? That's what differentiates the ones who make it, and the one who simply don't. it's never only a matter of talent. it's also about passion, right?
p.s. i am not saying that i think its right. i am not saying that once i am done with the novel, i won't try to get help. once i finish the novel, I AM going to try to stop, to do whatever it takes to stop. i am not making excuses either.
p.s. stop saying oh you are just a kid, you won't succeed, you don't know the difference between fantasy and reality because that ISN'T TRUE!
I AM going to succeed. So don't tell me I won't succeed. I also AM going to stop once it is published. I understand that the process of getting a novel published takes time, years, but I am a strong person, I have an unstoppable spirit and I don't need a stamp of approval to go ahead with my idea; YES, I do need to cut to know how to describe how it feels, I want my novel to be perfect, so don't say I have a problem, because I am perfectly aware that it is a problem & plan on getting help once I finish my novel.
Stop saying it will never be published. Stop telling me I will fail. Stop saying I am naive. Stop assuming I am just a kid. Stop assuming that I won't be able to stop once its published because I will be able to.
Is there someone out there who understands? Even a little bit?