I hate people. People are mean and shallow. I see that I am far beyond this life and problems but they are not . They think I'm lonely, but isn't this egocentric way of thinking - people are not the only creatures on this world. As long as I've got my faith,I'm not alone. I think too deep about everything and I understand everything too much. I love science and revolutions. It's really hard to explain what I'm feeling and thinking about but I'm sure that other people in school don't ! Basically, I can't live around people anymore, I want to go somewhere where only science,naure,music and philosophy exists. But I see that there is no that place. I want to die. I don't need help from pshychologysts because I'm absolutely fine with my behaviour and emotions, it's just thinking. I love to analyze myself better then other people, because people who are dealing with other people problems will one they find out that hey have never met themselves. And I don't want to be a person who did that to someone. I don't do that. And wow,there are so many things to say , I think a lot since I am 10 and I guess that I'm just weird. I don't like to be around people. I hateeeeeee them. I don't know what to do. Is this problem? I think it is on one way 
sorry for bad English ,not from here
And it's not annoying me that I am on the way I am, it's just other people who don't know how to think but they are making me feel sad because of it. They think they're smart and something but they're meaning in this life is so small.And I get anxiety attacks sometimes and I cry a lot but I'm cold. i'm very sad but concentrated. It's like I can live out of my body. I look at my body outside of it and think about myself and how to improve me ( spiritually) and it's weird and I'm scared of it. Just like I look at myself like on another person.I feel like my soul is out of it and I'm empty then. hard to explain lol
sorry for bad English ,not from here
And it's not annoying me that I am on the way I am, it's just other people who don't know how to think but they are making me feel sad because of it. They think they're smart and something but they're meaning in this life is so small.And I get anxiety attacks sometimes and I cry a lot but I'm cold. i'm very sad but concentrated. It's like I can live out of my body. I look at my body outside of it and think about myself and how to improve me ( spiritually) and it's weird and I'm scared of it. Just like I look at myself like on another person.I feel like my soul is out of it and I'm empty then. hard to explain lol