I’m imprisoned by this place
Every night at the stars I will gaze
I detest this place already and won’t ever relish my stay Everything I do here is considered wrong
But this is where I supposedly belong
I wish this place was extinct
But everything I want contradicts
The impulse of running away stops and goes
Sometimes it sits still or tiptoes
Lying down, it all comes back to my head
My life, my friends, my family and the dead
Sad or happy don’t exist anymore
Because everything I lost was what I adored
Me, bumpy as the stitches in my heart
Slowly, that little small loving shape is tearing apart
Like opening a zipper of a Ziploc bag
Then it cracks in a zig zag
I get stabbing pains in the middle of some sort of fun
By the time I calm it down the fun is already done
Every time I try to walk to the place called home
I never get anywhere and stay alone
Maybe change is not horrible but rather good
But I don’t think like my two shadows could
It’s not easy to pass the Rida part
But Flo is easy because it’s at the start
So, for now I’m on the floor
Sealed there, not near pavement or any door
No family, no friends, no life, no care
Not even a little bit of air
Every night at the stars I will gaze
I detest this place already and won’t ever relish my stay Everything I do here is considered wrong
But this is where I supposedly belong
I wish this place was extinct
But everything I want contradicts
The impulse of running away stops and goes
Sometimes it sits still or tiptoes
Lying down, it all comes back to my head
My life, my friends, my family and the dead
Sad or happy don’t exist anymore
Because everything I lost was what I adored
Me, bumpy as the stitches in my heart
Slowly, that little small loving shape is tearing apart
Like opening a zipper of a Ziploc bag
Then it cracks in a zig zag
I get stabbing pains in the middle of some sort of fun
By the time I calm it down the fun is already done
Every time I try to walk to the place called home
I never get anywhere and stay alone
Maybe change is not horrible but rather good
But I don’t think like my two shadows could
It’s not easy to pass the Rida part
But Flo is easy because it’s at the start
So, for now I’m on the floor
Sealed there, not near pavement or any door
No family, no friends, no life, no care
Not even a little bit of air