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k, my mom died when i was 9, and 4 the last 3 years i've been keeping a journal and they r all letters 2 my mom. i wont even mention my dad, k, i'll just say that i havent seen talked or had anything to do with him 4 over 3 years.
am i being goofy or stupid 4 writing letters 2 my mom. am i going crazy or prolonging the pain of losing her?
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i used 2 do stupid and crazy things 2 get back at my dad, i was hoping that maybe i would die along the way. and then i realized that i needed 2 make my mom happy and proud. so i've been trying 2 get it right. i'm trying soooo hard to get it right.
am i crazy, stupid or something?
it all sort of it me when i answered a question here on YA about who do u like best ur mom or dad.
i'm like soooo mad right now, and i dont know why?
should i stop writing letters 2 my mom?
am i being goofy or stupid 4 writing letters 2 my mom. am i going crazy or prolonging the pain of losing her?

i used 2 do stupid and crazy things 2 get back at my dad, i was hoping that maybe i would die along the way. and then i realized that i needed 2 make my mom happy and proud. so i've been trying 2 get it right. i'm trying soooo hard to get it right.
am i crazy, stupid or something?
it all sort of it me when i answered a question here on YA about who do u like best ur mom or dad.
i'm like soooo mad right now, and i dont know why?
should i stop writing letters 2 my mom?