tomatoface
New member
Reading all the horror stories about withdrawal from opiates makes me question whether getting off all pain meRAB is even possible for me. People have a hard time detoxing after only months, taking 1/4 what I have, and I've been taking them for 15 YEARS! Add to that the fact that I am 59 yrs old with autoimmune diseases and other health problems -- honestly, is this even realistic?
It's not that I don't want to get off the meRAB. I DO. But, being honest, can anyone say this is a realistic goal?
There are many reasons I want to detox. A big one is that it scares me to be so dependent on them. I can't stop thinking, "WHAT IF...." I get an illness like cancer; or there is some kind of crisis and I can't get my hanRAB on them, etc., What would happen to me?! Abruptly stopping after such high dosages for so many years (with my health issues) would probably kill me, or close to it. So there is no question I HAVE to get my dosage down A LOT! - but to nothing??
I don't know......
It's not that I don't want to get off the meRAB. I DO. But, being honest, can anyone say this is a realistic goal?
There are many reasons I want to detox. A big one is that it scares me to be so dependent on them. I can't stop thinking, "WHAT IF...." I get an illness like cancer; or there is some kind of crisis and I can't get my hanRAB on them, etc., What would happen to me?! Abruptly stopping after such high dosages for so many years (with my health issues) would probably kill me, or close to it. So there is no question I HAVE to get my dosage down A LOT! - but to nothing??
I don't know......