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FutureTeacher618
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The thing is, I have been screwed over way too much. Every guy I have ever liked has hurt me. Guys have cheated, lied, lead me on, and picked other girls over me. Guys tell me that they cannot be with me because I am too beautiful, ambitious, and smart, and that they feel like I can deserve someone much better. I’m tired of getting my heart broken repeatedly, I used to fill that void with school and work before, which worked out great; I’m 21 and a senior in college, do well, and am planning for graduate school. I also love my part time job as an English tutor. But the thing is, all the disappointments and pain I have been through, not just with guys, but with friends as well (all my friends care about is partying, alcohol, etc, and I don't exactly relate to that lifestyle), has caused me to feel depressed. I’ve lost all interest in everything; work, school, exercising, or even getting out of bed.
But, I know that this is just going to cause my life to fall apart, and I know things need to change. So I have decided to start over. I deleted my Facebook so that I don’t have to see pictures of all the “happy” couples, and I deleted AIM from my computer, so that I don’t have to deal with people talking about things I could care less about. I’ve also started looking for a second job, in the hopes of making some extra money, keeping myself occupied, and perhaps meeting some good people.
I know this is going to be hard, it’s so difficult standing up one’s own feet, and not having much companionship to support me. I have a few close friends and I’m close to my brother, so I cherish that, but it pretty much stops there. I just wanted your opinions, is blocking out others(except the few who AREN'T giving me sorrow) a good way to turn my life around, and start over? I feel like this will be so hard, but will it work? If not, what other advice do you have?
Thank you so much
But, I know that this is just going to cause my life to fall apart, and I know things need to change. So I have decided to start over. I deleted my Facebook so that I don’t have to see pictures of all the “happy” couples, and I deleted AIM from my computer, so that I don’t have to deal with people talking about things I could care less about. I’ve also started looking for a second job, in the hopes of making some extra money, keeping myself occupied, and perhaps meeting some good people.
I know this is going to be hard, it’s so difficult standing up one’s own feet, and not having much companionship to support me. I have a few close friends and I’m close to my brother, so I cherish that, but it pretty much stops there. I just wanted your opinions, is blocking out others(except the few who AREN'T giving me sorrow) a good way to turn my life around, and start over? I feel like this will be so hard, but will it work? If not, what other advice do you have?
Thank you so much