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deeannek
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As you all know I have had alot of ups and downs with this surgery. I am having more back and leg pain than before the surgery and everyone keeps saying: Just some inflamation. Be patient. Well I am sick of being patient. It's been 4 months and I feel like I did week 2. Something has to be wrong. I think the only one who believes me is my PM. She took me off percocet and put me on morphine ( thank god) At least I feel a little more comfortable but I am afraid of addiction. Anywy I feel just awful and wisdh I'd never put myself thru this. My attitude toward life in general is awful. I have stopped going places or having people over I just don't want anyone to see me this way. Ok enough ranting. I just wondered if anyone else was feeling less than enthusiastic about life and just generally depressed. Dee