Maybe it's because my dad growing up was such a softy. He was a great dad, always there for me financially and physically but never really raised me...he was the "goog guy" and my mom was more of a disciplinarian. But I had a great family...both my mom and dad love each other and were together since 16 years old. Anyway......
I am 23 now and I was always into older men with professions like...teachers, professors, doctors...
in school i would sometimes try to get in trouble by looking over at someone's paper just to get, 'the look" from my prof...it sent waves through my body..and i would always give them a sly smile in return....
i was in a relationship with a 37 year old man 2 years ago and sometimes i did things to push his buttons just to be lectured, or get the "stare" it made me wet...i really wanted that...while having sex i always loved missionary and really rough...i really loved when he would stick his fingers down my throat...or really rough doggy style with lots of spanking..... so what i'm asking is...is there something wrong with me? don't get me wrong, i like men to be sweet and kind but i need to be submissive..it turns me on soo much i can't live without it. Is this normal or i have a chemical imbalance?
I am 23 now and I was always into older men with professions like...teachers, professors, doctors...
in school i would sometimes try to get in trouble by looking over at someone's paper just to get, 'the look" from my prof...it sent waves through my body..and i would always give them a sly smile in return....
i was in a relationship with a 37 year old man 2 years ago and sometimes i did things to push his buttons just to be lectured, or get the "stare" it made me wet...i really wanted that...while having sex i always loved missionary and really rough...i really loved when he would stick his fingers down my throat...or really rough doggy style with lots of spanking..... so what i'm asking is...is there something wrong with me? don't get me wrong, i like men to be sweet and kind but i need to be submissive..it turns me on soo much i can't live without it. Is this normal or i have a chemical imbalance?