is suicide right for me

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cherrypepsi17

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ok my life sucks i admit it.happy? my parents are divorced my dad has a g/f and cheats on her with like 10 other women.my brother moved with my dad sense my mom slapped him across the face.i feel so leaft out in this world.my friends dont understand me only my best friend does...shes my niehgbor and she was there when everything happens.I dont know who i love i dont know either if im straight,bisexual,or lesbain.Its hard for me to find out and i dont want to experiment like i used to with boys and girls.Does that make me bi?
I treat my mom like shit,i love her and all but she says she not dating anyone but she has like 5 different men call her every day and im the one that usaully picks up the phone.My grades are bad i have a F in reading a F in science and a F in math and i have C's in my other classes.I hate school i could care less about school.The main reason why i got F's is becaus i dont do my homework.Im a real computer freak im always on it.My body is bigged bonned my brother makes fun of me like that and people call me fat the only fat part on my body is mainly my stomach.I play ddr 30 mins a day.My mom takes away everything that makes me happy.Friends,Computer,Phone and my money.I feel iscolated in this world and my friends dont listen to what i have to say they only go on about BOYS!!!BOYS!!AND MORE BOYS!!!the world doesnt alove around u men.theres more stuff to talk about and its hard because my friends only like to talk about boys >< or they will make preverted jokes which i have the most of them cause i read them alot and my OTHER friends tell them 2 me.But points in time i just wanna die.My live is useless and to me sense i done alot of stuff through my years of living im a Sex Slave.I been doing sexual stuff sense i was 5.I dont know what to do i want to stop but i cant and i cant turn down an offer.I am a complete failer and i hide alot of things from my parents.
 
Suicide is not right for you.

Therapy might be a good idea. Please look into that. If your excuse is that you can't afford therapy, please keep in mind there's a sliding scale where you pay only what you can afford.

Life is a gift.
 
i can't help you more than this.. don't kill yourself, in a year you will look back and everything could be different, life moves pretty fast on it's own.. make a few steps to move onward and upward.. anyone can better their life, it takes determination, which you can't buy but CAN do..
live.
it get's better.
 
Suicide is not right for anyone. It never will be. Things may very well suck and as you have described them they certainly do. But you know what? Things have this way of getting better.

Life is hard. It always will be. But when it gets TOO hard you have to learn to ask for help. Talk to your mom, your dad, your brother... hell go find a preist or a cool teacher at school. Find someone you can confide in and talk to them. Get it out of your system.

But no, offing yourself isn't an option.
 
Suicide is not right for anyone. Ever.

try to get some sort of incentive in your life. Start working out if you think you're fat. Start doing your homework and studying if you really want to succeed in life. In your current state, you're just going to end up being a bum. Don't let life beat you, you need to beat the shit out of it, because life is your bitch, you are not life's bitch. 20 years from now, if you took my advice (like you will...) you will look back, and laugh, because you would have worked hard at everything, and you will be rich and popular. :thumbsup:
 
i cant talk to a teacher at school i cant trust them anymore because they will call my mom and tell her and then ill get yelled at by my mom and my mom doesnt understand being a kid these days is hard
 
Suicide may seem like a good way to just end all of it, but believe me, have you ever thought of what is on the receiving end of a suicide?

I've had to take the razor out of my friend's hand before. That is a day I will never forget. Never, ever, think that suicide will fix everything. It will fuck up your family further.

Do what you like, play DDR more if you want to get more exercise in, do your homework for God's sake, its not that bad. Takes like...an hour or so, and when your done you can relax and you will get a sense of enjoyment out of it. As to the sex slave thing, you should look into other ways of keeping your brain stimulated, such as meditation(which requires no "shrink" to learn) and poetry. Just giving your body away to people won't make you feel better.

Lamp...I dunno what I can say about that statement...I guess the only reaction I had to that was that that was pretty fucked up man. But its not worth arguing over.
 
Suicide serves no good in the world. It does not prove a point either. If one thinks suicide will make an impact in society or a least to the people around them, they are wrong. Martyrs are very very rare. If one thinks they can escape life's tough times, they haven't been exposed to any of all life has to offer. Suicide results: You will be dead, have a wake or funeral, and the next week all is forgotten and people go on with their own lives and MTV and cell phones, yada yada. No purpose served. You are cheating yourself out of a wonderful opportunity - there is so much to see and do - even the fricken Peace Corps will get you out into the world to see its wonders. I can tell you I would never consider suicide. Talk to relatives about staying a summer or school year in their location. Change to a continuing education school and focus on one subject at a time. Change your routine and love life. Time changes EVERYTHING - Stick around - it gets really fun when you get older - really.
 
The next fucker that suggests suicide has a positive connotation to it is gonna spend some time looking at some other forum.

Suicide is not ever an option. Suicide is for weak minded and pathetic people who can't, for one second, think about anyone but themselves. It's just a tragic form of self pitty.
 
Not necessarily trying to argue your ruling(even though I don't agree with it), but if the rules were being followed, wouldn't this thread have just gotten moved to the Wastelands right from the start? The FYI thread states this isn't a forum for people to grub attention off suicide threats.
 
Uber, people that are seriously considering suicide don't go out and ask people if they should commit suicide. The people that do that just want attention.

You ruined my hard worked on post :thumbsdn:
 
Look. People commit suicide because they have no way out. How do you know if you have no way out if you have never even tried? The way I see it, suicide is for pansy asses and dumb asses. Nobody should commit suicide, it is not something you just decide that you should do. It is not something that is easy to do. I suggest you ignore anyone who even mentions suicide as a viable option for some ppl.

If you want to talk, you can PM me.

As for the rest of you, how the fuck do you know if this girl is serious or not? Are you in her fucking head? Are you in her fucking Life? No. So back off and stop being fucking dicks. Thank you.
 
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