Here is one.
As you are arguing to the stranger I call dad,
I again recall the life I once had,
I don't want to hear anymore so my iPod comes out,
I no longer want to hear you shout,
So I listen to music to block out the pain,
The volume so loud I can't think my own name,
I only see the actions I don't here the cries,
After "daddy's" beaten you at last he says goodbye,
I look over to you, to see you hurt and weak,
I turn off my iPod and finally speak,
"It'll be fine mummy, I promise" I final say,
As I clean her up, there ends a normal day.
Here is another one.
People tell me it's fine and everything will be ok,
I just agree because I have nothing else to say,
But the truth is it wont, no never again,
Because after this it wont ever be the same,
Crying at night, pretending in the day,
But when I'm at home there is nothing to say,
Because what ever I say wont change what's destroyed my life,
I may as well pull out the knife,
I'm crying now tears falling from my eyes,
But I make no sound, I'm doing this in sly,
Even if I was screaming no one would hear,
And as I finish this sentence, there falls my last tear.
And here is another one
I was the child that always had fun,
I was the child that their happiness shun,
I was the child that had a close group of friends,
I was the child that always made amends,
I was the child that's life looked fantastic,
I was the child that's life was fake like plastic,
I was the child that's life started to change,
I was the child that started to act strange,
I was the child that was a pessimist and depressed,
I was the child that with darkness became obsessed,
I was the child that life was going wrong,
I was the child that was no longer strong,
I was the child that has started to go quiet,
I was the child that started to riot,
I was the child that could get no stronger,
I was the child that could handle it no longer,
I was the child that would never get better,
I was the child that was writing this suicide letter.
There are more but I cba to post them.
As you are arguing to the stranger I call dad,
I again recall the life I once had,
I don't want to hear anymore so my iPod comes out,
I no longer want to hear you shout,
So I listen to music to block out the pain,
The volume so loud I can't think my own name,
I only see the actions I don't here the cries,
After "daddy's" beaten you at last he says goodbye,
I look over to you, to see you hurt and weak,
I turn off my iPod and finally speak,
"It'll be fine mummy, I promise" I final say,
As I clean her up, there ends a normal day.
Here is another one.
People tell me it's fine and everything will be ok,
I just agree because I have nothing else to say,
But the truth is it wont, no never again,
Because after this it wont ever be the same,
Crying at night, pretending in the day,
But when I'm at home there is nothing to say,
Because what ever I say wont change what's destroyed my life,
I may as well pull out the knife,
I'm crying now tears falling from my eyes,
But I make no sound, I'm doing this in sly,
Even if I was screaming no one would hear,
And as I finish this sentence, there falls my last tear.
And here is another one
I was the child that always had fun,
I was the child that their happiness shun,
I was the child that had a close group of friends,
I was the child that always made amends,
I was the child that's life looked fantastic,
I was the child that's life was fake like plastic,
I was the child that's life started to change,
I was the child that started to act strange,
I was the child that was a pessimist and depressed,
I was the child that with darkness became obsessed,
I was the child that life was going wrong,
I was the child that was no longer strong,
I was the child that has started to go quiet,
I was the child that started to riot,
I was the child that could get no stronger,
I was the child that could handle it no longer,
I was the child that would never get better,
I was the child that was writing this suicide letter.
There are more but I cba to post them.