CuddlyButcher
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i dated this guys when i was younger. we date for almost 4 yrs. i really loved him and i still do. he was my first love and we were really great together. after being with him for a couple yrs i started wondering if there was anything else out there. mostly if sex would be different with other guys than him and things along those lines, since he was my first. towards the end of our relationship, our sex life was pretty much none existent.
one night we were all hanging out with friends drinking and he decided he wanted to go home, i wasnt ready so he left me behind. his good friend was there and one thing led to another+alcohol, we made out (no sex though), dry humped is proly a better term for this ( i know its aweful). he found out, and we ended up splitting up. a couple month lated he asked me to be his gf again, which i declined, thinking it was too soon, and we both should be single for bit longer, thinking i would eventually get over him ( i was so young n dumb). after that we talked a couple times here n there. he lives 5 hrs away now.
its been almost 4 yrs since we split up and i still cant move on. i think about him all day every day. he has a gf ( i know for a fact) but he tells me they r broken up and hides her from me for some reason.
whenever we do talk, i feel so relieved, like a big weight is lifted off my shoulders. i try not to text him, since i know he is dating this girl, but its sooo hard sometimes, and when i do, its only like a hi...but he always responds, with how he is always thinking about me, and how he wanted to text me, but....he was just waaaaaaay to busy (he always responds that way)
he actualy just called today (suprise), and we talked for 8 min, and he said that he is sorry he didnt mean to come off as a dick, some other small talk, and..........how he would like to have sex with me one last time.. when i heard that, i got sick to my stomach and this big knot in my throat. i know my gut feeling is telling me to run now, and cut it all off....please somebody tell me its not true....
one night we were all hanging out with friends drinking and he decided he wanted to go home, i wasnt ready so he left me behind. his good friend was there and one thing led to another+alcohol, we made out (no sex though), dry humped is proly a better term for this ( i know its aweful). he found out, and we ended up splitting up. a couple month lated he asked me to be his gf again, which i declined, thinking it was too soon, and we both should be single for bit longer, thinking i would eventually get over him ( i was so young n dumb). after that we talked a couple times here n there. he lives 5 hrs away now.
its been almost 4 yrs since we split up and i still cant move on. i think about him all day every day. he has a gf ( i know for a fact) but he tells me they r broken up and hides her from me for some reason.
whenever we do talk, i feel so relieved, like a big weight is lifted off my shoulders. i try not to text him, since i know he is dating this girl, but its sooo hard sometimes, and when i do, its only like a hi...but he always responds, with how he is always thinking about me, and how he wanted to text me, but....he was just waaaaaaay to busy (he always responds that way)
he actualy just called today (suprise), and we talked for 8 min, and he said that he is sorry he didnt mean to come off as a dick, some other small talk, and..........how he would like to have sex with me one last time.. when i heard that, i got sick to my stomach and this big knot in my throat. i know my gut feeling is telling me to run now, and cut it all off....please somebody tell me its not true....