One weekend I was drinking at the bar of my workplace afterhours and there were a few of us there. A closing manager, and a couple other employees. I wasn't planning on drinking but was pressured into it. I had a quad drink, and then the manager bought us all a Mindf*ck, and absurd mix of alcohol shot. Then I had another quad (I generally drink WAY more and not blackout) and that's where I totally blacked out and could only remember 2 peices of the night after that. I was told I mostly had a good time, danced and flashed parts but wasn't stupid. I was releived, but I have a flashback of making out with the manager then it's black again. Apparently he drove me and another person home.
I found out the next day after being asked countless times if I was embarrased about last night, and not to be I kept replying with "No I puked on your car and I'm sorry" it was after my shift that my manager informs me that we dropped off the coworker and then proceeded to have sex in the car. WTFFFFF?? I didn't beleive him, but he kept saying things like he had a really good time, and all this shit. I would NEVER have done this sober. EVER. Worst part is, he is married and has kids, and is twice my age. So what should I do about this? I couldn't talk to him about it cuz we were at work and no one knows, but I've never felt so alone, dirty and depressed. I don't know what to do. I feel like I brought it on, but I never wanted to.
And yes. Never drinking again.
Thank you Audrey, Unfortunately it was last weekend, so I only got the Plan B pills.. Ugh.
Oh for sure I thought of that all. That's why I'm not taking drastic action.. It may not have happened, but he was genuine about how much fun he had, and that he assured me no one knew.. It was messed. But you have a good point about blackout characteristics, I have been thinking about that all!
I found out the next day after being asked countless times if I was embarrased about last night, and not to be I kept replying with "No I puked on your car and I'm sorry" it was after my shift that my manager informs me that we dropped off the coworker and then proceeded to have sex in the car. WTFFFFF?? I didn't beleive him, but he kept saying things like he had a really good time, and all this shit. I would NEVER have done this sober. EVER. Worst part is, he is married and has kids, and is twice my age. So what should I do about this? I couldn't talk to him about it cuz we were at work and no one knows, but I've never felt so alone, dirty and depressed. I don't know what to do. I feel like I brought it on, but I never wanted to.
And yes. Never drinking again.
Thank you Audrey, Unfortunately it was last weekend, so I only got the Plan B pills.. Ugh.
Oh for sure I thought of that all. That's why I'm not taking drastic action.. It may not have happened, but he was genuine about how much fun he had, and that he assured me no one knew.. It was messed. But you have a good point about blackout characteristics, I have been thinking about that all!