2Pacalypse
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People don't control your self worth. You, and only you, control what you think you are worth. And I will agree with those who have said (in any of your threads) that you seem to have a problem with self-worth.
Just because I'm fucking only 5'4" or so, and about 125 pounds, doesn't mean I'm useless, even if people would think that. I might not be the smartest fucker around, but I'm always thinking, and can work as hard or harder than the average guy my age.
I finally finished paying off a loan. Now I have another loan, my credit card, and another couple grand on a charge account, to pay off. I have full house bills to pay every month, have to keep gas in the vehicle, have to fix my vehicle (although it still works OK), have to find money to go to a wedding at the end of June, and...I'm sure I'm forgetting something, cuz I always do. All this on about $1400 to $1500 a month. Plus, of course, I have food, smokes, beer, gotta find some more clothes sometime soon, gotta keep buying time for the cell phone, and maybe have a little left over so I'm not flat broke by next check. I'm also considering buying a place, so then I'd have a mortgage to keep up with.
As is, I figure if I got another loan, this time for about $7000 or $8000, I could pay off almost everything else I owe, and have a little left over to maybe fix my vehicle, and/or buy another one. I won't have any more money left over at the end of the month, but at least I'd have everything taken care of.
What you driving? An old thing, or something relatively new? I've had troubles, but I guess I can fix my own vehicle. Right now, though, I only have two forward gears, and no reverse. And, no money (as explained above) to pay for another transmission. Right now it's running fine, however, I have had troubles with it, and had to borrow a vehicle for a couple weeks before I could afford parts to fix it. Thankfully there was a vehicle I could borrow. Still, I'm not bitchin', as I don't think I have $500 into this vehicle yet! Including purchase price, not including gas and insurance, of course. I've had it for nine months.
Only issue here is that I don't have one, but I'm not even sure that's an issue. If it was, I'd probably be out of this shithole by now.
What kind of "friendship issues"? Friends are fucking with you, and really not being friends? Or friends are telling you all the same things we're trying to tell you? Or something else? Friends who simply screw with your mind and such are not really friends.
Tell me about it. I'm the black sheep of the family.
OK didn't you earlier complain about "money strains"? And now you're complaining that your wanted at work more than you want to be there? Then find a job that you'll like better, and not mind putting in more time, or a better paying job so you won't have to work extra time.
You're "overcomplicating" everything, it seems. Just gotta "roll with the punches", and take life one bit at a time. I've gotten major stressed out about a couple things before, but then I settled down and realized that circumstances don't control me. Maybe I don't control circumstances, as such, but in no way does that mean that I'm bending over backwards trying to keep up with everything. It's one step at a time.
Just because I'm fucking only 5'4" or so, and about 125 pounds, doesn't mean I'm useless, even if people would think that. I might not be the smartest fucker around, but I'm always thinking, and can work as hard or harder than the average guy my age.
I finally finished paying off a loan. Now I have another loan, my credit card, and another couple grand on a charge account, to pay off. I have full house bills to pay every month, have to keep gas in the vehicle, have to fix my vehicle (although it still works OK), have to find money to go to a wedding at the end of June, and...I'm sure I'm forgetting something, cuz I always do. All this on about $1400 to $1500 a month. Plus, of course, I have food, smokes, beer, gotta find some more clothes sometime soon, gotta keep buying time for the cell phone, and maybe have a little left over so I'm not flat broke by next check. I'm also considering buying a place, so then I'd have a mortgage to keep up with.
As is, I figure if I got another loan, this time for about $7000 or $8000, I could pay off almost everything else I owe, and have a little left over to maybe fix my vehicle, and/or buy another one. I won't have any more money left over at the end of the month, but at least I'd have everything taken care of.
What you driving? An old thing, or something relatively new? I've had troubles, but I guess I can fix my own vehicle. Right now, though, I only have two forward gears, and no reverse. And, no money (as explained above) to pay for another transmission. Right now it's running fine, however, I have had troubles with it, and had to borrow a vehicle for a couple weeks before I could afford parts to fix it. Thankfully there was a vehicle I could borrow. Still, I'm not bitchin', as I don't think I have $500 into this vehicle yet! Including purchase price, not including gas and insurance, of course. I've had it for nine months.
Only issue here is that I don't have one, but I'm not even sure that's an issue. If it was, I'd probably be out of this shithole by now.
What kind of "friendship issues"? Friends are fucking with you, and really not being friends? Or friends are telling you all the same things we're trying to tell you? Or something else? Friends who simply screw with your mind and such are not really friends.
Tell me about it. I'm the black sheep of the family.
OK didn't you earlier complain about "money strains"? And now you're complaining that your wanted at work more than you want to be there? Then find a job that you'll like better, and not mind putting in more time, or a better paying job so you won't have to work extra time.
You're "overcomplicating" everything, it seems. Just gotta "roll with the punches", and take life one bit at a time. I've gotten major stressed out about a couple things before, but then I settled down and realized that circumstances don't control me. Maybe I don't control circumstances, as such, but in no way does that mean that I'm bending over backwards trying to keep up with everything. It's one step at a time.