I consider that I was raped only b/c I was drunk and I never consented to it and having sex with someone who is not sober is illegal in some states and is called rape. But the guy who did that also goes to my school. I'm just wondering if you think it's weird that I'm not traumatized by it happening to me or even scared of him like most rape victims are? I think I'm not because I'm really strong about things and the fact that I don't remember hardly anything accept bits and pieces of it. I was really depressed at first but after a couple months I learned how to put it behind me.