Bob Dynamite
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night of sleep? close to half the time that i get a full nights sleep i wake up in a very irritable mood (wanting to cut), i either go back to bed for a few more hours and wake up feeling just as irritable or i remain in bed not really wanting to get out of bed for anything
but when i wake up from a short nap im never in an irritated mood and its almost as if the urge to cut never existed
it seems as if the more time i go without cutting the more i notice (feeling ways i never would if i was cutting, the anxiety, empty dreamlike spells) whereas theres nothing really to notice if i do cut (which i havent in 7 weeks but i always have doubts of how much longer i can go without cutting due to the urge and what it brings building up on me)
but when i wake up from a short nap im never in an irritated mood and its almost as if the urge to cut never existed
it seems as if the more time i go without cutting the more i notice (feeling ways i never would if i was cutting, the anxiety, empty dreamlike spells) whereas theres nothing really to notice if i do cut (which i havent in 7 weeks but i always have doubts of how much longer i can go without cutting due to the urge and what it brings building up on me)