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So I met this girl during a badminton course at college, and if I am honest at first she didn't catch my eye, I didn't think she was that good looking and I didn't know enough about her personality to like her for that. However she then joined another short couse I was taking, and we got talking and after a few weeks I started to think she was more beautiful than I first thought. After the short course had finished, I found myself wanting to see her all the time, going out of my way just to see her and smile or small talk. I found myself becoming 'lovestoned' which I could not understand, as I used to go for girls a bit more obviously good looking than she is. I also have a few other girls, who two I will admit are better looking than her, that I think may be 'interested' in me, yet I would reject any of them to be with her. We then finally got together at a college party and I was on top of the world that night, and throughout the next week we were becoming closer to being a 'couple'. However the world got in the way and we have slowly drifted apart without either of us saying 'I'm not into you'. Now everytime I know I am going to see her, like she sits near my locker, I start hyperventerlating and feeling sick and I cant stand the feeling now so I have decided to ask her to start again. I feel like telling her that I have liked her for a long time, about six months, and for that long she has been the only girl I want, but I don't want to freak her out, so will she understand or will it be a bit strong?
Thanks
So I met this girl during a badminton course at college, and if I am honest at first she didn't catch my eye, I didn't think she was that good looking and I didn't know enough about her personality to like her for that. However she then joined another short couse I was taking, and we got talking and after a few weeks I started to think she was more beautiful than I first thought. After the short course had finished, I found myself wanting to see her all the time, going out of my way just to see her and smile or small talk. I found myself becoming 'lovestoned' which I could not understand, as I used to go for girls a bit more obviously good looking than she is. I also have a few other girls, who two I will admit are better looking than her, that I think may be 'interested' in me, yet I would reject any of them to be with her. We then finally got together at a college party and I was on top of the world that night, and throughout the next week we were becoming closer to being a 'couple'. However the world got in the way and we have slowly drifted apart without either of us saying 'I'm not into you'. Now everytime I know I am going to see her, like she sits near my locker, I start hyperventerlating and feeling sick and I cant stand the feeling now so I have decided to ask her to start again. I feel like telling her that I have liked her for a long time, about six months, and for that long she has been the only girl I want, but I don't want to freak her out, so will she understand or will it be a bit strong?
Thanks