Blissfully oblivious
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For a few months now, I haven't been feeling like myself. Some diagnosed me as 'depressed,' while others as 'slightly off the tracks.' I'm not sure which is the proper diagnosis, but what I do know is that I'm nothing like who I used to be. In addition to feeling physically ill (random aches and whatnot), I've practically isolated myself from people (except a very select few) and I've changed my habits (overdosing on my headache medication, which is also known to treat depression). I've been managing my best despite these things, but there's one thing that I can't seem to manage as well. The other day, while I was far from my typical state of dissatisfaction, I actually thought about possibly doing something drastic. I know I won't because I would have no idea how to go about it successfully, but it scares me that these thoughts were able to come so unexpectedly and actually make themselves comfortable in my mind. I've been completely dependent on three friends of mine for the past few months, but I'm not sure if this is something I should share with them. We're all just fifteen-year-old girls, so although I feel more comfortable telling them than an actual adult, I don't want to scare them. Opinions?