Compassionate Girl
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...invisible? While rare, I know I can't be the only person that does this. I have a severe problem being in public because I feel like everyone is judging me and scruntinizing me. Logically, I know that its not true and no one is thinking this way. But because I can't control it from happening, I pretend I am dead or invisible so I don't have to walk around feeling like a joke, rejected and humiliated. I think this is like a social phobia and stems from a series of unhealthy relationships since childhood that made me feel bad about myself. I constantly fight a "mental enemy" of self hatred. Yet, I am very accomplished financially, in my career, and know I should be able to approve of myself. Thanks for anyone that can relate, or anyone who wishes to just tell me I am crazy!