I am gay and I can't find another gay guy in my city that I work well with, so I've sorta coped by fullfilling the various aspects of a romantic relationship through different people. to fullfill my sexual desires, I mess around with straight guys (mostly my kinda-friends, I don't mess around with my real friends) and make them think I'm just kidding (you would not believe the kinds of crazy stuff they are willing to do). however, I also do a 180 and seduce women for romantic reasons. I am not attracted to women at all, but I like to have someone to be affectionate with, protect, spoil, and take on romantic dates and walks in the park. I've even made out with a few women just for the sheer intimacy. the truth is tho, I hate it. I hate being so manipulative, I hate not having a partner that I can share all aspects of a relationship with, and I hate that I can't just walk up to the guy I really love and say "I love you" (as a side note, it really irritates me how straight guys can be so scared of approaching a girl when they have absolutely nothing to loose)
so what do you think? is it wrong to do what I'm doing? I really do have everyone's best interests in mind, but as I said before, I still hate what circumstances have lead me to do.
so what do you think? is it wrong to do what I'm doing? I really do have everyone's best interests in mind, but as I said before, I still hate what circumstances have lead me to do.