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SandersJ
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I stopped loving pot years ago but still used it trying to feel like I did before. It has taken a long time but I finally learned ,after a thousand times of realizing that I was still bored and feeling a little worse than when straight, that it dosen't do anything for me. My brain is still throwing pot at me occassionally, it still thinks there's pleasure there, and I thought it was smarter than me. I've quit before during treatment and other times but I ended up relapsing. I'm pretty stupid about it it seems so I'm waiting to see if I try telling myself that the 1001th time might work. Did anyone else think that misdemeanors wouldn't affect getting jobs? Holy cow I can't do anything I want to, I'm afraid all I have is day labor for the rest of my life. It makes me feel suicidal sometimes. Thanks pot.